processing...

We all have that moment of truth where we just sit there looking into the mirror just going over our imperfections, putting ourselves down until,  just feeling so discusted we look away. 

Drinking makes you depressed. But the more we drink to get better, the worse we feel in the mornings when the illusions are gone. I wish I was that person at the party who just always took to much and passed out happy and woke up feeling like shit, not the girl who allowed herself to get pulled into dark rooms and woke up feeling worthless and disgusting. 

We all self distruct wether it's physical or mental, it's something everyone does. From cutting your thighs to refusing to look in mirrors, And avoiding food to making scale tell you who you are. No need to deny or come forward, it's a nasty human trait. 

Now a days, we find ourselves falling for people we just met...